Well I have cooled down now. I think my body is still recovering though... do you ever get that after-the-fact let down feeling in your body??? sometimes if I hype myself up before something major (an interview, tryout, an event - something important) after the whole thing is over I just feel TERRIBLE. that's where I am at now.
I'm still upset with the computer guy, but my mother called him and was able to get through all of his complaints about her daughter and son-in-law in order to safetly get the hardrive back. What an experience! I had forgotten that there are mean people out there in the world :( .
enough. I will not waste another second of my energy on something so trivial.
My class was better today, and not just because of the fact that on wednesdays I only have seven children! They listened and followed directions and I felt productive. I have been procrastinating just a tad though with my lesson plans for March - OK a lot! they are due tomarrow, but I think I have it in the bag if only I could get motivated!!
Mason is still sad about his Coco, but I think he is taking it well because today he told me that because 'his Coco' had died that he needed another one...
Oh Boy!
speaking of Mason, Yesterday after I released some energy by posting how upset I was, I went in to mason's room and just watched him sleep. He is sooo peaceful when he is sleeping!! While I was watching faint smiles come and go as he was asleep I realized what was most important. Throughouht EVERYTHING yesterday, I have my beautiful, healthy, fun, energized son here with me. so even though I have no baby photos of him I still have HIM! I just felt extremly blessed as I was starring at him last night. sometimes I forget that :(
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